Well, Emil..U know Seb..He is always been like that..Just try to understand..Once I realised there was nothing I could do about it, I gave up stressing about it. Which was good in the end, because I started to see the whole wide world through new ideas and thoughts..The sun started shining in a totally new way..its rays even reaching the deepest cells and spots in my body. the birds started singing in a totally new tone(not the acoustic one, though) and I realised I wasn't alone. The whole being wasn't just about me and my presence. Suddenly there was so much more in my life and I could enjoy all the existing beauties so easily. I couldn't explain anything that was happening. It was just pure pleasure and joy and all of sudden I was fulfilling all the dreams I had ever had. I climbed mountains..I went volunteering to Africa..I did all the things I could ever imagine and I was on top of the world! IT WAS FUCKKING ME AND MY LIFE!!!
And the best part of this is..It is all within reach. Also for you, my friend! So i guess Seb deserves all the credit for this. Thanks Seb.
Furthermore, before u get famous, forget about it. It is not so glorious at all. I know what I am talking about. Because I AM FAMOUS!!!FUCKING FAMOUS, do you understand...??
Well, I´ve got to go now..Talk to you later..ok?

This was supposed to be a response, but as it was too large I had to create a new post. Sorry about the inconvenience..

Pekka